My First Felt Timeline Shift
I’ve unknowingly been trapped in karmic loops, and unknowingly broken free of them too. I can look back at past relationships and pinpoint moments where I closed the door and chose better for myself. But at the time, I didn’t fully understand the energetic weight of those choices. I didn’t feel the shift. I didn’t recognize the 3D signs that I’d been in a karmic loop for years, repeating lessons, missing exits. And I definitely didn’t realize when I had elevated my vibration and moved forward.
But not that long ago, I did recognize it. Right as it happened.
I felt the energetic shift, and I knew:
I had just shifted timelines.
The Contact That Changed Everything
Someone I have deep soul ties with reached out. But this time, instead of feeling excitement or hope, I felt… indignant. (I even pulled out my human emotions wheel to name it). My thoughts were sharp, “You really think you can disappear and pop back in whenever you want, just so I can feed your ego?” That thought alone was a milestone. A moment of clarity I definitely hadn’t been able to access in the past.
Self-awareness (my healing) gave me the pause I needed. I could feel the old urge to be “the people-pleasing, easy-going girl” rising in me, but I didn’t act on it.
Instead, I responded with a quick, direct, and honest message. What I said wasn’t small. It was just the direct truth. The kind that comes from a vulnerable, grounded heart. I spoke raw honesty, clearly and cleanly. And what I got back? Avoidance. A surface-level response that sidestepped everything - just like before. The message wasn’t rude or disrespectful. It asked me not to “go backwards”, not to make things “awkward”. But it was soaked in comfort-seeking, not truth-telling. It made one thing clear. They were still stuck. Still running. Still hiding behind fear, ego, and unhealed wounds.
The Moment I Chose Me
If I had responded again, if I’d softened the truth or people-pleased just to make them feel better I would have betrayed myself. I would have gone backwards. We both would have.
Because that message didn’t come from truth. It came from fear. And I can’t be part of that anymore.
If I replied, the cycle would continue. And months from now (or maybe years) we’d be right back here again, redoing this same moment, facing the same test.
And I knew this, because we had done this before. I used to drop everything for this person. I used to sit with my phone in hand, hoping they’d reach out, even after disappearing for months. But this time, I wasn’t holding my breath. I was holding my boundary.
I didn’t shrink. I didn’t explain. I didn’t chase. I didn’t beg them to understand.
Instead, I didn’t respond.
Not out of anger. Not out of fear. But because I finally realized:
I didn’t need to.
The lesson wasn’t about being heard. It was about hearing myself. In that moment, of no longer entertaining their ego, I chose myself. And that might have been the first time I truly chose myself over someone I loved.
It wasn’t easy. It wasn’t what I wanted to do. But it was what I needed.
Choosing yourself doesn’t always feel empowering at first. Sometimes it feels like heartbreak. But that’s the cost of self-respect. That’s the pain of closing a karmic door with love instead of letting it rule you. And that’s why this moment changed everything.
I just want to note here, that I didn’t realize any of this in the moment of these messages and decisions. It took a couple of days of sitting with my decision and recognizing how wrong the message felt to me. When I finally confirmed my decision to not respond, that’s when it hit…
The Shift
In the silence, something massive moved.
It was as if the universe paused to witness me reclaim myself.
The air felt lighter.
The karmic loop collapsed.
The lesson of self-love landed. Fully.
I had shifted timelines.
So, How Did It Feel?
Mentally: Clarity. Shock. Pride. Peace. Profound awareness.
Energetically: A weight lifted. My energy stopped pushing out and started pouring back in. It felt like a full-body level-up. New power. New alignment. New terrain.
Soulfully: A cosmic yes. A soul test passed. My spark returning. Empress energy. The universe saying, “You did it.”
What It Meant
This wasn’t just the end of a conversation.
It was the end of a version of me. The one who over-explained, made herself small, disregarded her truth for peace, stayed quiet to be liked.
And in her place rose a new version.
One who stands in her power.
One who attracts, not chases.
One who knows her worth and doesn’t shrink it for anyone.
